Book Looks: History is All You Left Me – Adam Silvera

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Title: History is All You Left Me (2017)
Author: Adam Silvera
Genre: Young Adult, Contemporary, LGBTQIA+
Description:

When Griffin’s first love and ex-boyfriend, Theo, dies in a drowning accident, his universe implodes. Even though Theo had moved to California for college and started seeing Jackson, Griffin never doubted Theo would come back to him when the time was right. But now, the future he’s been imagining for himself has gone far off course.

To make things worse, the only person who truly understands his heartache is Jackson. But no matter how much they open up to each other, Griffin’s downward spiral continues. He’s losing himself in his obsessive compulsions and destructive choices, and the secrets he’s been keeping are tearing him apart.

If Griffin is ever to rebuild his future, he must first confront his history, every last heartbreaking piece in the puzzle of his life.

Read an excerpt…

You’re still alive in alternate universes, Theo, but I live in the real world, where this morning you’re having an open-casket funeral. I know you’re out there, listening. And you should know I’m really pissed because you swore you would never die and yet here we are. It hurts even more because this isn’t the first promise you’ve broken.

I’ll break down the details of this promise again. You made it last August. Trust me when I say I’m not talking down to you as I recall this memory, and many others, in great detail. I doubt it’ll even surprise you since we always joked about how your brain worked in funny ways. You knew enough meaningless trivia to fill notebooks, but you occasionally slipped on the bigger things, like my birthday this year (May 17th, not the 18th), and you never kept your night classes straight even though I got you a cool planner with zombies on the cover (which you-know-who probably forced you to throw out). I just want you to remember things the way I do. And if bringing up the past annoys you now—as I know it did when you left New York for California—know that I’m sorry, but please don’t be mad at me for reliving all of it. History is all you left me.

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36 thoughts on “Book Looks: History is All You Left Me – Adam Silvera

  1. Another amazing Book Look Reg, I especially love that handbag! 😀
    Also this is a book that is high on my to-read list for when it is released. I’ve heard so many amazing things about Adam Silvera; I already have More Happy Than Not on my Kindle ready to be read and I’ve heard great things about History is All You Left Me as well. Have you read this one yet?

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  2. I love the moon aesthetic (plus definitely need to collect a moon one someday). More Happy Than Not was an amazing read – I will definitely prepare myself for when I finally read his new book since I find stories that dive into grief, hit close to home.

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